It seems like it’s so hard to find
A reason to be unbearably content
I’ve always got a reason to be down and out
You cant really escape it
Maybe it’s just a time in my life and
Maybe it’s just the world
Maybe it was meant to be this way
So my rewards in life would mean much more
I really want to see some rewards though
Cause things are starting to slow down
I’m running out of positive fuel
I’m forgetting my optimistic views
I’ve always toyed with the idea of life
There’s no judgement day as we’ve come to know
Each person has his own at some point in his life
We’re naïve to think it will all happen at once
Maybe my judgement is on it’s way
As my vehicle of life runs on fumes of hope
Maybe my judgement has passed already
And it’s actually time for my punishment
For just as happy moments are hard to achieve
Walking through the gates to eternal happiness
Seems like an impossibility to someone like me
For anguish and torment I’ve got a knack
I’ll just sit back and relax
Enjoy my life and health as much as I can
Knowing full well it might be a bumpy ride